TODAAAYY . ;)

SONG OF THE DAAYYYY~!! :***

TAYLOR SWIFT - Mine lyrics

Oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh

You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables
Left a small town and never looked back
I was a flight risk, with the fear of fallin'
Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts

I say, "Can you believe it?"
As we're lyin' on the couch
The moment, I can see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now
Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the fist time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay
We got nothin' figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes

This is what I thought about:
Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the fist time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine
Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Oh, oh, oh, oh

And I remember that fight, two-thirty AM
You said everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known
Then, you took me by surprise
You said, "I'll never leave you alone."

You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water.
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.
She is the best thing that's ever been mine."

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine


Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
And I can see it


I can see it now 

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hmm . 

i really dont like people who sees me from my past . . . 

i want someone to love me for who i am NOW , not back then . 

it really pisses me off when someone gives me a flashback about my past , somehow it hurts , i don't know why . 

it hurts soo badly . :/

someone i really love PURPOSELY does that to me .  

i thought i could count on him to keep me happy and not torturing me . 

he was like my sunshine , the person who brightens the day and makes me smile and laugh when i needed to do so . 

but then i found out that he betrayed me . 

just one question ;; what if the person who's always there when you're sad is the one who's HURTING you ?

it hurts . 

badly . 

i really really reeeaaalllyy regret doing that , i was so childish back then , i thought he would understand my feelings . 

but , NO . 

he never understands , NEVER . 

he spread the rumor , he made my life harder than it is suppose to be . 

but i'm very patient to face all of this , to face the rumors that's going on . 

it's very difficult , but i kept believing in myself that i can go on . 

i forgave him , i ALWAYS forgive him . 

no matter how much it hurts , i kept forgiving him . 

one question ;; what did i get in return ?

here's the answer , he keeps on hurting me , teasing me like i am some type of psycho that never gets hurt . 

he keeps teasing me over and over and oveeeeeeeer again . 

it's like he never thought about how i felt , how much it hurts me . 

but if he DOES know , he would probably care less . 

i don't know how long i can pretend i am okayy .

yeaahh , well that's probably it for todayy , thanks for reading about what i am feeling right now . ;)

XoXo;

Dinda Embun Larasati